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I started out this way: Attempting things, facing the shame of being wrong or not good enough to be recognized, allowing my head to fall, allowing my head to raise if I see a glimmer of hope, bearing my embarrassment, recognizing my anguish, accepting consolation from within me, accepting (worthwhile) consolation from without, getting angry at Time, applying diligence to my interest, learned to ignore (non-worthy) people, getting angry with God, allowing God defend himself, getting excited about pointers, getting mad at my workloads which were not generating cash, learned to manage being dependent which I dislike, and singing or dancing happily to myself whenever I got the mood.
Here I am again, attempting whatsoever I find attemptable (within my being); with no anguish, but sometimes with annoyance.
But does this imply I have unwavering faith? No! If I have the option to relive this life on earth again, I won't. And if I could sleep for eternity, I gladly will.
Posted: October 9th, 2020.
Transferred: September 21st, 2021.